Friday, December 18, 2009

once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbye
something got a hold of us and we changed
then you sat alone in pride
and I sat at home and cried
how'd our fairytale just end up this way

we went round for round til' we knocked love out
you were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphore of you and I
why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pay like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..

love is, was a love phenomenon no one could explain
and i wish, i could press reset and feel that feeling again
i sit and press rewind and watch us everynight..
wanna pause it, but i can't make it stay

round for round til' we knocked love out
you were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphore of you and I
why is it so hard to say g'bye

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pay like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..
uh uh uh..

no need to call my phone cause I changed my number today
a matter a fact, I think i'm moving away (away)
sorry, the fustrations got me feeling awake
and i just keep having one last thing to say
and i just wanna hold you, touch you,
feel you, be near you, i miss you baby baby baby..
i'm tired of try'na fake through, but there's nothing I can do..
boy I can't wait to hate you..

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pay like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these, emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you.. baby..

I can't wait to hate you..

.. ♥

yours truly,crheanne♥ xox.
5:44 PM

I jump up out my bed grab my clothes

And I throw on my coat out the door

And Im, today Im gonna get over you, you, you

Yeah, and I hop in the car

Push the button on the automatic start

Right on the seat I see a scarf I gave to you

Oh, memories start comin back

No room for reverse I cant back back

Im sittin in the car but I cant back back

So, Im slumped over the wheel of the car

And all I can think of is a broken heart

And all I can think of is why were apart

We went round for round

Til we knocked love out

We were laying in the ring not making a sound

And if thats a metaphor of you and I

Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I cant wait to hate you

Oh, the things you put me through

I wanna move on

I cant wait to hate you

Oh, the days you left my heart all alone

I cant wait to hate you

This is all crazy

And I cant come to grips with the fact that youre gone

I cant wait to hate you

Ooooo Oh

Jump up out my bed grab my clothes

And I throw on my coat out the door

And Im, today Im gonna get over you

Press the button on the automatic start

Right on the seat I see a scarf I gave to you

Oh, memories start comin back

No room for reverse I cant back back

Im sittin in the car but I cant back back

So, Im slumped over the wheel of the car

And all I can think of is a broken heart

And all I can think of is why were apart

We went round for round

Til we knocked love out

We were laying in the ring not making a sound

And if thats a metaphor of you and I

Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I cant wait to hate you

Oh, the things you put me through

I wanna move on

I cant wait to hate you

Oh, the days you left my heart all alone

I cant wait to hate you

This is all crazy and I cant come to grips with the fact that youre gone

I cant wait to hate you

Ooooo Oh

..♥

yours truly,crheanne♥ xox.
5:39 PM

Sunday, December 13, 2009

now it's time to say .. your were right all along, it's you♥ , i let go before realizing why i held on.. & for this regret i know i will never get you back, but as for myself i'll try to forget about you, like how you forgot about me.

yours truly,crheanne♥ xox.
5:36 PM

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Tell me if i'm fucking things up, i'm sorry if i've been acting like a bitch lately, it's cause i'm just so stressed, like some kill me now .. with that shit happening about the fam snaking shit, and my rents nagging, me fucking failing science -.-, &the fact that when my rents are stressed they put it out on me -_- it's fucking stressing, and I want you to know that i'm thankful your there for me always♥ i want you to know that i'm also here if anything & i'm sorry for being a bitch.

yours truly,crheanne♥ xox.
12:10 AM

Can't I keep things to myself ?, like yeah maybe you were right about one of the guesses you made, but i really can't tell you, cause I don't want that person knowing, it's not that i don't trust you, but yeah like I said i don't want him knowing, it's really not important, yeah you'll probably read this -.- but like s'all good, don't hate me after this note or think i hate you, cause I really don't, i just really don't like the fact that you assume too quickly y'know ?, and as you've known I've had a really rough month -_- with my fucking parents nagging about shit, and people snaking, so please just do that one thing for me.. / now it's time to say that, it's you ♥..

yours truly,crheanne♥ xox.
12:05 AM